Why'd you fill my sorrows, with the words you borrowed...

...why'd you sing with me at all?

I feel like it's the end of an era. I think this weekend was exactly what I needed to get some closure. Throughout the course of the past several days, I realized- I spent every minute of my time worrying about how to make someone else happy. Not to mention, not a single door was held for me. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying letting go is going to be easy. I've got tears in my ears as we speak. But I do finally believe that it's time. My grand delusions of a potential happily ever after have faded. The cloud I thought I was on has opened up. Who wants clouds in their sky, anyway? The bottom line is simply what everyone has been telling me all along- I deserve better. And I will have better.

Love you and miss you all.